...to someone who wanted to buy it.
A man who was EXHAUSTED of looking at cars and was obviously looking for a reason to BUY my car came over to test drive.
So, of course, the FIRST thing I did was spit out everything that was WRONG with it
(down to the back right back passenger door lock having to be manually pushed in).
He stayed for over an hour chatting with me (obviously wanting to find a reason to take my car home), and about every twenty minutes I'd add in one more thing that I thought he should "be aware of" (that had nothing to do with safety or the car running perfectly).
I was being "honest."
But what I WASN'T doing - was tuning into HIM; He REALLY wanted to buy my car!
And what did I manage to do? Convince him NOT to!
Is that what you're doing with The Universe/God/Source within? Are you convincing it NOT to help/serve you? Are you leading with what you believe is "wrong" with you or a false belief in the way God "is"/feels towards you?
"I know I'm not the "best" person, Universe/God/Source,
and I haven't been talking/connecting to you like I "should" and I'm
not where I'm "wanting" to be and I "put myself in this position"
to need to ask you for this...and I know you're probably "upset" with me
and "annoyed" with me and you probably don't feel like
I "deserve" this...and that's okay, I get it. You'd be "right!"
And if you "withhold" this thing - it's probably cause it's
"not good for me." But, on the "off chance" that this is right for me...
please "let me know." Thank. you so much for "considering."
Is this YOU!? I know at one point for SURE it was me.
What if I were to tell you that God/Source WANTS to give you EXACTLY what you want!? EVERY TIME.
It's YOUR own judgements about YOU (and Source within) that block the limitless resources you have access to. My Loves, you're leading with false perceptions of yourself AND of God/Source: A Creator that WANTS to "buy your car!!!"
You were programmed somewhere along the way to be "humble" - but you got HUMBLE all backwards and twisted.
Being humble is NOT about putting yourself "below" someone else. It's about lifting others (AND yourself) up to "where you actually are!"
I'm BEAUTIFUL...as YOU are. I'm GIFTED as YOU are.
I'm GIVING...as YOU are.
Are you catching what I'm throwing down?
In reality none of us are "deserving." Why? Because in order for there to exist a "deserving" there has to be a "not deserving"...and there simply isn't. There exists only a BELIEF that you're deserving or not deserving. Which do you choose to believe?
What are you going to lead with?
My Loves, you are EVERYTHING.
In Love and Service,